Sta.sh
Love
This is not a poem or just words that will effect your delicate heart
this is a true feeling from the bottom of her heart
it's not just a story full of pain and as one of her friends said once :
it's a story with no begining , story with no joy , no tears , no happiness , no smile , no drama
and a story that may not have an end ..
The heroine of the story was just a victim of reality , victim of severeness of time .
she thought that it would be world of magic , world of joy and happiness.
,but it turned to be pain , darkness , injustice , oppression , tears and lost
she suffered , she lived in the dark and thought that her beloved would be her light in the dark
, her beloved might just might have some mercy !
she waited to somthing she knew deep inside that won't ever happen ,but waiting was just better
than giving up !
she got hurt, but her love was greater than any pain she may feel . Stronger than any torture happened to her ..
she actually beleived in her beloved more than anything..
was it a mistake ?
was she wrong?
sacrificing her soul for the sake of her love was wrong ?
maybe , maybe not !!
* Unfortunately in reality all what she did was just called stupidness .
all what she belived in was just called craziness and childish act .. !
* Unfortunately her beloved didn't or couldn't give her half of what she dreamed .
she would die , kill herself , make the world most foolish thing ever just to make her angle smiles .
What is love ?
no seriously ? what is love ?
can i say .. nearest thing to magic? everything? nothing? a life? .... etc
what is this thing? what is this feeling that caused all that pain to her
she tried her best to work out this relaitionship , she cried a revier between her lover arms and begged untill
her breath is gone . " please feel my pain" ..
and now .. breathing is causeing her pain .. moving and taking the breath in and out is distroying her body
for god sake .. she's in what they call Deep Deep Love
you know as the liquid in the injection starts to get into your vein then your heart beats starts
to rise and yor breath fades ,the morphine runs in your vein into ur heart then brain and you begin to fly high high high
that's how she loved her beloved
she tried her best as hard as she can give to work this relatiopship out , she reached that point where she thought
that death will be much easier than this torture ..
all what she's asking for is peace between her beloved arms .. and some mecry ..
Beating , she can handle a hit or a beat from anyone .. it's ok .. she's stronge enough to take that .. but what if
it comes from her angle .. beating her , not the pain of the hit that really hurts actually , it's the broken heart ,
it's the psychological and moral effect that really kills . that whta crashes her body parts .. it's the true meaning
of (Injustice)
if the situation was or reached only the beating part .. that would be ok for her .. she'll still live and survive
but , when it comes to the most horrible and killing weapon ever .. simply (words)
her beloved stabed her with the most awful and disgusting words she would ever hear on earth and unfortunately from
the closest , loved , adored and greatest person in her eyes .. that's finishes the whole story here .. that kills every meaning of
living and trying to survive and hope ..
How ? Why ? Does she desrve it ? unfortunately No .. !! it's all pure injustice ..
Every living cell , every breeze , and every hope , is completely ,entirely and simply dead
she turned into a empty body .. with no feeling , no passion , no emotions , no reactions ,
no needs and no any sign of life except the breathing cycle , in and out with silant heart beats ..
the End ...
really ? the end ?
maybe .. and totally not . . .
may be continued ......
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